Lapses in time seldom reflect an absence of activity... !?!

... and that was the latest Gyaan from my side ... puzzled if its because of my recent numb or is it the liquor aftermath of the yesterday? While I get to that I thought it would be best to just key in my situational mentalle - a new name for the state of the mind : ) Oh never mind those nomenclatural mischieves of mine : >

as I was saying its strange that I've been speaking my thoughts out loud, expressing myself well - creating a sea of smiles and joy around me as well as an occasional tsunami of misunderstanding that dampens the scene .... ho hum and there's the damage control and the ' phluueze I was joking ' admission of surrender to another ego which does have near panaceal qualities ; )

I'm feeling better already .... as this expression is more or less like a catharisis .... a release of my emotions that makes room for a lot more to come in ..... quite healthy this flow as it keeps the stench of doubt, monotony, insecurity and stagnation away.... phew I'm back to where I am : ) and only if that smiley had teeth ....

Decisions made by oneself or another,

does create a flutter

as we try and brace ourselves with hopes,

and onto a contingency plan do we desperately grope

fear not dear pODU try not to lose the essence,

worry not of the past or the future as we belong to the present

patience is not new to me,

been employing it as old as I'd be

time shall tell in due course,

and we can decide later for better or for worse

forget may I never the joy that she's brought,

whether this ever works or not

guess I have weathered the passage of time,

as I find no more rhyme or reason to nostalgize and whine ; )